We've run out of words
We've run out of time
We've run out of reasons
Really, why are we together?
We both know it's over, baby
Bottom line
It's best we don't even talk at all

Don't call me even if I should cross your mind
Hard enough, I don't need to hear your voice on my messages
Let's just all it quits
Its probably better
So if I'm not returning your calls its cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

I still wake up every morning
Quarter to ten
I still eat my cereal
Right at the kitchen table
I can't even remember how long it's been
With no trouble staying occupied

They ask about you whenever I come around
I do what I can not to put my business in the streets
Last thing I need is another episode
Keep conversations short and sweet cause

Cause I'm not coming back
I'm closing the door
I used to be tripping over missing you
But I'm not anymore
I got the picture phone
Baby, your picture's gone
I couldn't stand to see your smile
Every time you dial

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

You know that its over when the burning and yearning inside your heart
Ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when she don't do to you and move you
Like the way she moved you before
And you wanna pull her close
But your heart has froze
You kiss her but her eyes don't close
Then she goes
Out of your heart forever
And it hurts you but you know that it's better

Girl it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

Cause it's over
Girl, you know it's over this time
So when you call I'm pressing 7
Don't wanna hear your messages, messages
I'm tryin to erase you from my mind
Cause it's over
I swear it girl
It's over this time
So don't be callin leavin' messages
Don't wanna know where you've been
Baby cause it's over

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.*
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

I can't stop thinking about you. I actually wish I could sometimes so that I could stop hurting so much but I can't control my mind sometimes and somehow it always ends up thinking of only you. Sometimes I don't mind it but other times I wish I could erase you permenantly from my mind. I love you but do you really know how to love me? How to treat me and respect me?

No matter how much it hurts or how much it depresses me. I still like to hear what your doing when you go out. I still want to text you and talk to you when I can. Its just something I'm used to. But maybe its not good for me at all. Maybe I shouldn't have you around all the time. Maybe I do need to seperate entirely from you. But the truth of the matter is that I don't want to.

I'm very confused and I admit it. I don't know if I am truely in love with you or if I love you as just a brother or friend. Right now I'm just trying to let you go. So that you can move on and start a new relationship and hopefully grow from them. I am dying for all the jealousy spells to pass and for all the things that go on in your life to not bother me. I know eventually it'll pass but right now its just terrible.

Life is just a bit complicated right now. Don't know what I want. I need time to just be on my own. Its complicated though as usual. Still have some type of feelings. Its getting harder to stay away. I really still care for him and that's what's confusing me.
Ugh this sucks. I hate being confused. Well we'll see how this decides to work out. Right now I just can't go back to the relationship.

I know its hard to believe but I still really love you. Its killing me to stay away but for now its the right thing.

Well I broke up with him once again.
I had to though I dont feel the same way about him anymore
I still care about him as if he were my best friend but thats about it
I feel happier since Im not lying to him and myself that the feelings would
come back. I mean maybe they will after a couple of years but its not happening now.
I kinda shouldn't have kissed him today but it was an impulse. w/e no regrets

I cant wait to see Twilight tomorrow and to get my new phone next week.
Finally I get a new phone.
well nothing much else to say.

HI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Im so bored.
Im stuck here in school but I guess its better then being home bored.
Im super sleepy.
I want to do something this weekend Im so not going to the SAT tomorrow.
I haven't even studied.
Im so sick of math already.
Two math classes is just making it super boring. Not to mention Im totally lost lol

so so so so so tired!!!!!!!!!

I have to study for tomorrow. Sucks!

I dont wanna go but I have no choice

Well thankfully one of my friends asked me something about my last entry
that made me notice how misunderstanding it could be.

Well for anyone who has misunderstood
YES im still a virgin
pinky promise.

I would definitely not publicize that at all
No need for anyone else to know about my private things.

If your gonna know you will and other then that you definitely won't know a thing.
But once again yes im definitely a virgin.

Haven't written in the longest time
Well it's been an amazing summer.
School started a long time ago it's ok.
The only thing that makes it ineresting is that I'm a senior

Played a new game on friday
It was AMAZING!!!

I love you with all my heart my love :)
I wish we weren't so restricted
Oh well we still have fun.
I can't wait for this school year to b over.

Well idk I really wanna enjoy my last year in highschool.

Thank god our crisis got solved.
I was so worried :(
I'm glad you were there for me and that u did ur part
Thank god we got wat we needed.

An unforgettable moment
Will last forever
And you gave me many :)
Especially the most important.

LOVE YOU!!!!

Hmmm

Im bored!!!!!!!

Haven't written in here for the longest.
Weird things happening.
Pretty happy with everything no complaints.
Only thing i would change is to not have night school :/
Need to hang out with my friends too

OMG! We're SENIORS!! Feels like iI just started highschool.

I got my car!!! :-D
Im so excited!!!!
I get to pick it up tomorrow!!!
Im dying to c it :-D
So happy!!!!!!!!!




The Bad News :
No Bush Gardens

but w/e i got my car

My parents have gone absolutly crazy and im loving it! lol
they've decided to get me my car. i was in shock.
we're in no hurry but we're looking for one. if we find one that we all lyk then its a done deal.
im pretty sure we can find one in a month. im super super excited!!!!! my very own car!!! finally!!!!!
The dilema: which do i want? lol
im btwn 2 but we'll c which one is better.

Another surprise they gave me is that im going to Disney next weekend.
i can't wait for that but im way more excited about the car lmao
i dont wanna annoy my dad just in case he changes his mind but he's really into it.
He's the one that decides if i get it so its good that this is all his idea.


Think about u alot lol
srry i couldn't tell u that thing the other day.
i dnt even know how to write it. i want u to know i just dnt know how ull react or if ur thinking the same thing.
i guess ill just wait and c.
let it come up on its own.
i love u sooo much.
the reason i didnt lyk that movie was cz it felt lyk it was happening to me and u. i just didnt lyk it.
idk wat id do if that happened.

I've been having a fun weekend
Saturday we went to Tropical
I invited a bunch of my friends and we all had fun
it was awesome.
After we ended up at my house as usual lol

Sunday started out good until my dog went missing.
This time for good.
I started making flyers and i had a poster in front of the house just in case someone was trying to return him.
I went to put up all the flyers and when i was walking to one of the stop signs my dog is running back home with a little boy and his dad,
I was so happy to find him that i didnt even punish him.

Well today Olivia and Joho are over.
We're getting ready for the OLYMPICS!!!!
Their playing guitar hero now lmao.
The shirts came out super cute.
Their awesome.

And of course last but not least,
I LOVE YOU KENNETH!!!!!
I love spending time with u
Idk how many times we've said this to each other but idc.
I love you, you make me super happy.
Just the thought of u brings a smile to my face.
Im glad everything went the way it did.
Thanx to the Columbus guy lmfao!!!!
You make me feel all tingly inside lol :-D
I love you!!!!!

Shuffles
Lovestoned
lmao
Finally its officially over.

This crap was bringing way too much drama.

Loved today except all the drama.
I love you kenneth.
It was awesome hanging out today.
I had fun with Joho and Mario too.
And of course I cant forget Olivia.
Sad that some ppl couldn't go.

Aside from everything,
we're here for each other.
I love you just how u r kenneth.
You know exactly how to make me happy.
You know every little way to make me smile. lol.
Totally in love. :-D

Hey!
Im here bored so i decided to write in this thing.
I feel horrible. I got sick somehow :-/
Have to read that stupid Maggie book. sucks.
and the chapter 20 for history aint gonna happen unless i have nothing better to do.
Im so tired but at the same time i dnt wanna go to bed.
Miss u Kenneth! lol


untz untz
wicky wicky wack
rawr

lmfao!

Random! lmao

Yesterday was awesome!
He went with me to a family party.
He was giving me those tickles that I like.
Now I know what it means to not hear anything around u.
For it to feel like ur the only two ppl there.
Yesterday was like a day dream. lol :-D
I love him. He makes me happy.
I love the fact that we can just be together.
I know ur gonna read this!
I LOVE YOU!!!! lmao

Im so bored lol
jk
Kenneth is over!!!!!!
He's making me write AGAIN! Eventhough he's denying it :-P
We've been spending the whole day together........unbelievably we're not bored of each other lmao
He doesn't wanna write :-(
but oh well w/e
He did something hilarious today and he got mad at me for laughing.
Although I know that he would've totally laughed at me for it.
Sucks that I cant stay mad at him.

So happy with everything!
Its going great. I kinda had my doubts.
Maybe i had mixed up my feelings or maybe we weren't meant to b together that way.
But everytime we hold hands I get these butterflies. I love kissing him.
He's showing me a side of him I would've never imagined.
He's awesome and this time i think it will last.
I know we just started going out but it feels lyk we've been together forever.
I Love Him and im not afraid to say it. He makes me happy :-D
Its amazing how the person u have right next to u can b the right person for u all along.
So far its going good and iI hope it stays that way.

Keeping this secret is killing me!!!!!!!!!
lmfao!!!!!!!!!!
hfeufhediuhedihloiehnfieoo!



Immmm soooooooooo bored!!!!!!!!!!
And TIRED!!!!!!


I dont wanna do the stupid teach for history :-( it sucks
And i still have to do my hw for tomorrow. ayyyyyeeeaaaaa!!!!!
We're all bored here.
Joho Mario Kenneth and Me
nothing to do.

 Pure Joy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!     
:-D